I want praise you baby for finally trying to let help happen. To delegate is priceless, it costs a bit in the beginning but in the end it is worth it. You are working toward piece of mind, knowing that they can do for themselves without that much input from us. I notice tat you are in a constant battle internally about this as well. You will be better for it I think but no one can tell antone how to manage their time it has to be done by them alone. I am uplifting you for trying and praising you for being such a strong woman and other.
Love you way more.